muscle spasms

I have had muscle spasms since I was very young. I don't collapse any more but I still seize. it freaks people out. but surprisingly enough the guy behind me at graduation said he'd catch me. my neighbor sad he wasn't sure if I'd collapse. surprisingly people are willing to help but not in the way I'd like them to. once this guy would hang onto my arm and I try getting him off. I was so embarrassed to ask for help that I shut everyone out. I cried I was so embarrassed. now I ask for help. i suffered with them for as long as i can remember. i've learned to control them partially. i can walk with them.