Tuesday, November 14, 2023
Saturday, November 4, 2023
When I was a little kid I was thought to have a serious health issue but when I was sick in the ICU last summer I was actually put on allergy medicine and it started clearing up the mucus in my head which was found in my head. I'm severely allergic to pollen to the point of my illness a couple of years ago and now I'm on my lung health meds its like my family got me back
Thursday, November 2, 2023
Sunday, October 29, 2023
Friday, October 27, 2023
Thursday, October 26, 2023
Wednesday, October 25, 2023
Tuesday, October 24, 2023
Saturday, October 21, 2023
Wednesday, October 18, 2023
I was watching the Degrassi 2 parter "Bittersweet symphony" and I was thinking about who might miss me if I was to commit suicide or die. The character talking this person down said "his family, friends, hockey team and his crush." This person has a kid and that's why he stuck around. My aunt Jacquie thinks about people who have mental health issues since she knows a few people like that. If it was me it would be my family, friends from different parishes and my new friend Ricky
Tuesday, October 17, 2023
Sunday, October 15, 2023
Saturday, October 14, 2023
Friday, October 13, 2023
Friday, October 6, 2023
I've been trying to get better since I was ill last summer. While I'm physically better for the most part my mental energy is to a degree worse. I can still do stuff and get through most of my life but I'm tired mentally and I don't know why
Tuesday, October 3, 2023
last night i got taken to a crazy activity last night. While i was okay at it. While I wasn't shocked about it I'm like okay i'm new at this. I had a lot of fun. While my mom wasn't there I was suggested to bring chips and salsa. 2 of my friends from church had to dance together. While that might not sound weird they were both guys.
Sunday, October 1, 2023
Saturday, September 30, 2023
Friday, September 29, 2023
Thursday, September 28, 2023
Tuesday, September 26, 2023
Wednesday, September 13, 2023
Sunday, September 10, 2023
I took a nap today. I was so tired and I must've been super exhausted since I took a nap on the floor. I also didn't realize that I needed it more than people realized or that i planned. I woke up with a headache. Must've been a dehydration headache or something like that
Saturday, September 9, 2023
Here's a good thing: the last time I went grocery shopping i got enough for a couple of weeks. Now I'm going to be getting more food like that so i can stick to a budget and save some money for the future. I like doing that kinda thing for my family in the future and I think I can do it as best as possible. I am shocked about the amount of food I had and that I was just stocked up for the couple of weeks that I had to do that. Its amazing. I think I'll try and replicate it as often as I can
Thursday, September 7, 2023
I feel bad for Anna Duggar. She's stuck in a seemingly loveless and somewhat abusive marriage. Josh is a horrible person to be married to and i feel bad for the kids and his wife. Granted Michelle and Jim Bob have a horrible marriage too. Josh is going for the marriage his parents unfortunately modeled for them. Anna should have gotten a divorce from Josh. Unfortunately she won't leave him. Josh is a bad guy and he needs to be divorced for the sake of the kids
Wednesday, September 6, 2023
Tuesday, September 5, 2023
So once when i first started college I was taken to a party at my mom's old house and I was reading twilight in the hot tub. hours later my family looked out and was like "Jackie's still in the hot tub reading?" It was pretty funny as no one noticed that I was still in there with my stuff reading
Monday, September 4, 2023
Sunday, September 3, 2023
Yesterday I participated in a 5k. When I was jogging its nice. sometimes I liked it but it felt sore. I walked it for the most part. omce in a while I jogged but I love doing this to celebrate my 1 year anniversary of getting out of the hospital and to support lung health
Thursday, August 24, 2023
Wednesday, August 23, 2023
I've been having some acid reflux issues. While it's annoying i'm getting better. I'm eating more water and herbal tea. While i drink more of that I'm also eating more fiber. Granted I'm still drinking coffee but less than I was before. Now it's only 3 cups max.
Friday, August 18, 2023
Wednesday, August 16, 2023
Monday, August 7, 2023
I went on a shopping spree when i went to getting christmas shopping. Id actually started right after halloween, which seems odd. I'd had a huge bag of stuff for my presents. the bishop of the youth parish i go to said 1 of the gifts was a "nice courting gift" whatever that means. the chocolate for my guy friends was my mom's doing. She wanted to thank my friends for what all they did, which included helping my "recovery" from pneumonia. I wasn't sure what i was going to be doing with all the stuff but what i knew was I am going to spoil my friends with the stuff I'd gotten them. Wasn't the first time I spoiled my friends.
Monday, July 31, 2023
Thursday, July 27, 2023
So on cinco de mayo my aunt Jacquie and I met up with my friend. What's funny is that my friend said he'd pay for the whole tab. I was like "Hey where's my aunt's bill?" my aunt came back from the bathroom asking the same thing. The friend paid the bill. I'm like good grief
Friday, July 14, 2023
Tuesday, July 11, 2023
I've been trying to eat out of my fridge, freezer and pantry. why? my atrrocious spending spending habits. I like eating out. Especially since i'm a single female. I'm trying to cut down since i've gotten out of control of my spending. my mom's never taught me but then again no one taught me this.
Monday, July 10, 2023
Sunday, July 9, 2023
I just cleaned my bathroom with some soap I'd gotten for Christmas last year. I actually walked out and I said it smells amazing. As weird as it is to say that I really like smelling nice and I think I like it clean. Its weird to say that I love the smell of clean but I do. i love the smell of clean which am amazed that it smells good
so for the last few days I have been putting coffee grounds in my hair for my dandruff. While my hair is getting better I think it's also drying out my hair. on the upside my hair is growing out faster. my hair is longer than my family but also since I've got dandruff it's annoying and I shaved off some level of my dandruff
Saturday, July 8, 2023
Friday, June 23, 2023
Wednesday, June 21, 2023
Tuesday, June 20, 2023
Monday, June 19, 2023
Thursday, June 15, 2023
Sunday, May 28, 2023
Saturday, May 27, 2023
There's a reason I don't like drinking alcohol much since I get drunk quickly. While 5% alcohol isn't that much with alcohol i dislike drinking too much since I get drunk easily. I sometimes had some food but still got alcohol in my system but drunkenly rode the bus
Thursday, May 25, 2023
Sunday, May 21, 2023
Tuesday, May 16, 2023
I took a self defense class last night. My friend taught the class. I was told that I had a good time, which I did as well as it was a good idea to learn about self defense since i was very sick last summer and I was going to be safe so learning that helps
Saturday, May 13, 2023
Friday, May 12, 2023
Sunday, May 7, 2023
While I've mentioned growing my hair out I've wanted to have waist length hair. I've always wanted super long hair and even ehenn I was younger I was even allowed to grow my hair out as long as I wanted. Now that I'm an adult and living alone I'm going to be growing my hair out as long as I want, which I hopefully waist length hair
So my mom gave me a toaster oven and kept saying "I can toast this" but then remembered "Oops I gave Jackie the toaster oven". I kinda forgot that too once. Another thing was that mom said she's giving me tools but then takes them back." My mom didn't realize that she did that until I told her that
Sunday, April 30, 2023
I've wanted a motorcycle since I was a teenager but never thought I could ever own 1 because of a previous health issue. Luckily I have gotten over said issue and can technically drive. If I ever get that thing I'm never letting my brother touch my motorcycle like ever
Saturday, April 22, 2023
Friday, April 21, 2023
Sunday, April 16, 2023
1 Saturday afternoon, I went to a bookstore and I got a couple of books. 1 of them is a book for research on a book I'm going to write at some point. I'm half way through writing my book but I'm kinda busy since I'm distracted by stuff thats working on my life (meaning I'm going through some stuff). Another is a book on another serial killer
Im still dehydrated. Since I'm a flexitarian and mostly eating something plant based food I need more water than my family. I need to drink more water and then get more fluids in my system. I usually drink a half gallon of water since I had 1 as a gift after a stay in the ICU last summer. It helps
Monday, April 3, 2023
I've been trying to eat off a stockpile. I'm usually buying things in bulk or when i'm with getting my medication. The good thing is i know when to get things when I need to. I'm getting things and will hopefully use it. I have a good thing to know what to do is low and when i need more of things. While i'm trying to live off of what i have it's not easy and i'm still having things that are impulse buys. I love things that are in bulk. my mom and aunt think that's awesome to live with this. It also depends on what is in your stockpile, your budget, health needs, space and more
Saturday, April 1, 2023
in the dream I'm in the Gaylord hotel and convention center with a couple of my male friends, i'm a girl FYI. in the dream we're doing stuff like me sleeping on the pull out couch, which i like and them watching star wars while i go and swim and do things for my scoliosis. why am i dreaming about these things since i like the gaylord hotel and sleeping on a pull out sofa, and swimming but hate star wars, am not that close with 1 of my friends and am missing another 1 of my friends.
Thursday, March 23, 2023
It might seem weird but I have had a few "marching orders". Once I'd gotten them to "minister to the kentlands ward as i see fit". Otherwise I will have the "marching orders to do things like "take care of yourself", listen to your parents, be safe. the general
I've got a cold bree coffee since I'm so stressed out. Here's the thing, normally I can't get coffee every time i get stressed out as I'll run out of money and a lot of stuff stresses me out. I love cold brew coffee normally and on occasion I'll drink it. I actually drunk it the day my mom met my friend Andre.
Wednesday, March 22, 2023
I've gotta run some errands while it'll be rainy. It's not fun but i've gotta do what I've gotta do what I have done. It's not easy to do that but it's gotta fun. I can do things indoors as well as things that ARE next door to things that are under the awning.
I usually am into wearing over the eyeglasses styled sunglasses. More often than not I wear my sunglasses than my hat but I like the hats i have. My favorite hat is a hat with a Markoff's embolem on it. My mom liked it too. Usually if i have my hat i need it via hair to be dry.
I just got back from Baltimore. My mom begged me to come. I wasn't too keen on going. I'm like "ugh ok, mom." While I'd been anxious of going I'd made the best of it. My mom was happy to have me. I'm like trying to have fun, which i did kinda. I'd had some time to think yesterday while I'd been walking back to the airbnb.
Friday, March 17, 2023
I went thru a phase where I'd dye my hair repeatedly. I'm now older and don't do that as much. While my hair is my pride and joy I'm lazy when it comes to dyeing my hair as much as i can. I did it once and my hair became like a cartoon colored person't hair. Once i'd dyed my hair too much and oh boy it took a ton of stuff to take it out.
I've been growing my hair out. I love my hair long and so do boys apparently. To an extent my hair is usually long. I hate getting my hair cut. when I was a little girl i threw a fit and was allowed to grow my hair out longer than usual. now that my hair is longer for the most part it's kinda hard to keep in check but i usually like it longer since my hair is my pride and joy as well as something i do seriously take pride in. Plus I can do all kinds of things with it so I wanna keep my hair as long as i can.
Saturday, February 25, 2023
I'm going to be staying in a hotel again. I'll be in an industrial area with some basic food. It'll be fun to get me out of the house and I'll get to the place I'll be staying sooner rather than later. Anyways I will be seeing the area I'll be living in over a couple of days when I am in the hotel.
I'm going to try and sneak in some basic food stuff to see if I can have a few easy meals in a hotel I'll be in for a couple of days. It won't be anything fancy as I'll be in an industrial area in a hotel. Lucky I can get around and I will be able to get places. The food won't be fancy. mainly soups and sandwiches and stuff like that.
so i learned a few things about budgeting while watch the videos by Jordan Page. This includes eating what you have on hand and going to the store for only a few items or else getting creative. This applies not only for food but also for things like other "consumables" which includes medicine, cleaning products, baby needs such as formula and diapers etc. once my family and I went and spent about 40 dollars on a weeks worth of groceries with us eating what we had on hand and eating out 2x before getting emergency supplies on a Friday. If you have a huge stock of something that would last a while don't buy it. When i get low on my OTC medicine i get more. Another example is BOGO sales. let's say theres a BOGOF (buy one get one free). The sale might cost a little more up front but you'll have more than what you need NOW but in the long run it'll be easier to shop. Same with the buy as big as you can afford. Lets go back to the BOGOF. Let's say it's for a larger size of mouthwash for example but you get 2 large things of mouthwash or rice or whatever. If you get a large enough thing on sale you'll be walking away with items not only at a discount but whenever you change things like recycle the old case of whatever you bought like mouthwash you also don't have to run to the store and buy it.
Saturday, February 11, 2023
I just got over a mild chest cold. I got super sick last summer and as a result I have some stuff for my lungs to help when I get sick. Is relied on my maintenance lung medicine (a long term inhaler and allergy medicine) but with the lung issues I'd had I'd needed a rescue inhaler too. I personally hate my lung medicine but it's good to have in case of something like this
Monday, January 16, 2023
Wednesday, January 4, 2023
i'm focusing on myself. i know what everyone says about new years resolutions but i'm really trying to focus on myself. i'm seriously trying to focus on myself. 1 of my best friends who is married knows my friend who likes me wants to protect me. while that's nice i need to breathe. i'm still eager to become his best friend. while he and i already ARE friends his overprotectiveness leads me to being suffocated.