Pumpkin spice foods

Pumpkin spice foods: oh how I love thee. I love mine. It’s amazing since I like tasty foods. my mom gives me tons of stuff to the point of my breath smelling like pumpkin spice foods.

Healthy food

So my mom and I are trying to lose a few pounds so I promised since I'm at home more often I'd make food for us to eat. I usually do it for myself anyhow since I'm stuck at home more often. My mom likes Chinese food and smoothies and is trying to eat healthier so killing 2 birds with 1 stone

Chocolate almond milk

It tastes good. I thought it wouldn't because the unsweetened version isn't that tasty

friends

My mom is trying to get me to join some groups she found online and my dad’s happy I found friends in the LDS church. I don’t mind joining groups outside school and church and stuff but since I’m naturally friendly I make friends very easily. Like I had a cookie and shared with this dude who I didn’t know. That was awesome since I’d made friend that easily. He and I hung out usually by dunkin donuts drinking coffee, talking and occasionally smoking (I sucked the filters). I usually prefer hanging out with people who AREN’T Mormon for a few reasons: they don’t judge me, I don’t feel pressure to express my beliefs and I can “be an example” for those around me. Usually in class I’m not there as a Mormon or a representative OF my church but when it’s not necessary to say what religion I am I don’t. I only mentioned being Mormon a few times since I had the ad for a funny Broadway musical. Some things they believe in I can understand why. Alcohol I don’t like the taste unless it’s super sweet. If I feel like I’d NEED an abortion (like rape, incest or health risk) I’d want 1.

My dads birthday

So on my dad's birthday we got fried chicken and had chocolate cake. I got a large piece since no one else asked for it. The cake was ultra sweet.

Looking for a summer job

Looking thru the want ads are so boring Hate doing it but if I want drug money I'll need a job Want an easy high paying job for my habit

RBG

i saw this today. it's an awesome movie. i loved it.

walking into church crying my eyes out

last summer i had to meet with the bishop and my dad couldn't get me there. i was crying and begged my brother to get me there. i bawled my eyes as i walked in. as i calmed down i caught people up on what i'm doing: i'd passed my exam and i gave up looking for a job.

my favorite character on total drama

my favorite character on total drama is Mal. his introduction is awesome. he was introduced by the full title "the malevolent one". he is a personality of 1 of the characters named Mike who has multiple personality disorder. Mal is the evil personality of Mike. Mal if you've never seen him looks like mike with his bangs cover 1 of his eyes.

i hate my life

so i told an elder goodbye for the time since my mom was there. he looked like i was there to say goodbye to him personally but i wasn't. also i think now that he wanted to meet my mom.

dying my hair blonde

i tried changing my hair color several times. it comes out and i'm left blonde. it was hilarious.

last living grandparent

if they didn't have a good relationship with a parent most wouldn't even bother keeping in touch. on the other hand if it's their kids last living grandparent..... i think (i hope) most people would grin and bear their teeth to have SOME sort of relationship with their kids last living grandparent. my dad didn't. between a trip to china (late 2010-2011) and last December my dad and his dad had a falling out. it's unknown what happened and why but my dad didn't want his dad in his live at that point. unfortunately, my paternal grandfather passed away unexpectedly last December. now they wont be able to make up for lost time. hope that never happens to me and my family

more friends

i love making friends. it's just i'd like to control how i interact with people. like i don't mind sitting with people, sharing hymn books and doing things with people. it's just i'd like to do things on my own terms.

let me come to you

i'm a big proponent of letting people come to me and vise versa. so please let me come to you if i want to.

chicken broth

although i say i'm a vegetarian i love drinking chicken broth. it's tasty, has salt to keep you at a normal level and is a convenient snack.

in love

so in high school i was preparing for my french oral exam. i felt someone was staring at me. i looked up from the paper i was reading and flicked my glasses to my nose. when i finally pushed them to where i could see a guy with his hands near his mouth looking at me lovingly. i said hi and went back to studying.

My aunt and I

I've been super close with my maternal aunt. My whole family is. When we found out about my aunt's breast cancer I was devastated. It was suggested I do family history since I wanted to be a forensic investigator. I cried and then explained my sadness to everyone. Luckily she's ok after her surgeries

walked miles

i lost 10 pound on weight watchers. because of that i lost 40 pounds off my joints. i was able to walk several miles because of this. i'm going to be sore tomorrow but yay for weight loss.

excited

when i went to the singles ward everyone was excited to see me. i'd went to game night 1 Friday night but had to go to the other ward due to 2 weekends being my dad's since 1 was naturally his and the other my mom was out of town so when i came to game night everyone was happy to see me and then i'd went to the other ward.

Flashbacks

I still get flashbacks from the church in Hawaii. It was awesome and nice my mom found it. It was also unexpected