Rock climbing

I went last night. It was nice. I even climbed up to the top of a wall. My friends pushed me to do that

Hanging out with my family

When I was staying with my brothers during the flood I ended up hanging out with my family. We went to a all you can eat buffet. I got as much sushi as well as Chinese food and I was happy. I got my brother to eat a little bit of fish since it was wrapped in bacon. It was a happy time

as long as i get my coffee

Once before getting blood work for my health issues, I told my mom i needed to get breakfast after my blood work. She said that was okay with her. I told her as long as i get my coffee i'll submit to whatever she said. I had food on me so I didn't have to eat out 2 meals.

Sent to the pool

Once while on vacation I was sent to the pool. My family wanted to distract me so they sent me to the pool. it was warmer than being at school and enjoyable enough. my friend was freezing her butt off at the college we both attended. I'm like okay

Spanish parties and baptism

A little more than a year ago I went to a Spanish LDS baptism. I went to that as a friend from them. I was able to interpret for an older person from a Spanish parish. We went to the parties for the family since we're friends with them. I went to a party for the same family and I got a ton of good food and a goodie bag for my family

My baby

A little kid asked if his parents new kid was "his baby". I love that since he was playing with his baby sister and kept asking for "his baby". I played with my brothers when they were younger and I love little kids so I understand

attention

This is what babies like. A little kid sat on his head wanting this. He's so cute. Another kid wants it after he fell and after holding his grandma's hand

Cookies

I went grocery shopping and got some cookies. I love the type I got. They're amazing. I also took home knock off Oreo's

Sleep

I got a lot of sleep last night. I just woke up not that long ago. I'm exhausted from yesterday and I needed that extra sleep. I got 11 hours of sleep and I am still kinda waking up

Medical necklace

I got a new medical necklace. A couple of my friends from the YSA thought that they broke it when in reality it was an old bracelet so it was bound to brake.

Taking care of my hair

I've been taking care of my hair. I love it long. My mom loves it longer than hers. I actually fried it off due to my dandruff

Getting pampered

On Friday afternoon, my mom wanted to get her toes done along with getting her eyebrows and moustache and she took me with her. It was nice. I got my toes a red and an Asian design

Hilarious

On my birthday I was walking to my surprise party and I was told Happy birthday by a random person. Totally forgot about the birthday sash. Same thing happened to my mom when i loaned her my birthday stuff for her birthday

My rat

I've got a toy that I love. Its a Harry Potter looking toy. Its awesome. I've wanted it when I got sick and with the flood. Apparently it's a realiztic looking toy. I personally don't think it looks that realistic. Although when i was sick the nurses would've been like what is that?

Melatonin

I've been sleeping poorly lately. I've been trying to use melatonin to various success. I've taken a massive dose for tonight. Especially since I need it

Lazy days

Lazy days are days i go slow. Especially depending on the weather it'll make it as slow as it is

Headband

I got a Minnie mouse headband from Aldi's once. I love that thing. Its very cute, shiny and fun. Even posted it on Facebook and people loved it

New dress

For mother's day I got myself a new dress. I love it and my mom commented on it being super pretty. She likes it and even took pictures of me in it after the mother's day thing. It was super on sale since I got it plus candy for under 20 bucks. The dress even has pockets which is super nice

Independent

I'm very independent. Ask anyone who spend a lot of time with me and they'll agree with me on that. I don't need a lot of people to entertain myself. I can usually find something to do and to keep myself occupied

Unitarian

I've got some stuff that's unitarian. Its awesome since I love it and I can use some stuff with other stuff

Rehydrate

I've been trying to rehydrate for the last few days. I'm feeling better and now its better for me with my health issues

Aunt

I love hanging out with my aunt

Dandruff

I swear I'm itching off a lot of dandruff. While its annoying i love it getting rid of stuff

Beat up

I almost beat up a couple of people including my friend who is in the military. i didn't mean to beat him up

Trying to get better

I've been sick so I've been trying to get better. I've had soup and I even got some pizza and chicken pot pie. I love chicken pot pie and i even begged for them

Vegan food

I'm seriously into vegan food. Its a nice thing to try. While it's food and stuff like that I need more veggies in it

Dandruff

I suffer from dandruff. Its annoying and I have to keep an annoying amount of shampoo for the stuff. While its annoying I don't mind

High fiber

I had some high fiber in my diet. It's super high fiber and makes it hard to keep hydrated

Doctors stuff

On Thursday I did some stuff for my health. While it's annoying I have to do so

Dehydrated

I had a dehydrated episode yesterday. Since it's a rainy day I'm taking it as a recovery day. My body needs to recover from the dehydration. My allergies are bad as hell so this should recover from this

Eating plant based

I decided to try to make an effort to try to eat plant based in January. I'm seriously junk food out. I ate way too much of that in Pennsylvania and Baltimore. Now I'm trying to get my health back. While I'm still going to be eating a lot more I'm going to make a conserted effort to get my health on track. While it'll take me a bit to get readjusted to it I think it'll be okay.

Scoliosis pain

I have a bad back and my spine hurts like crazy. While I'm trying to lose weight I also am a little skeptical about it since my diet hasn't been easy to do that more than usual

Burnout

I'm suffering from burnout. Likely because I feel like I need to go everywhere. Also pressure to go to church all the time. I'm finally getting some down time to relax

Junk food

Since we're on vacation we're eating junk food a lot more than usual. I love the stuff. As weird as some of the things are they are nice and silly. My aunt sent us some of the stuff but others were from neighbors. It was awesome

Christmas at Hershey

I love it. Hershey Pennsylvania is a good usually but I love it while it's expensive. I had a great time there

Jeans

I love my pants. they're awesome. my favorite jeans are the high rise jeggings

Scoliosis

I've mentioned that I have this. It drives me nuts and others too when I'm in a lot of pain. I'm still one of the lucky ones that I have a milder form of it. I know I should be happy about it but I don't like it. Most can't tell I have it, like many people can't tell I'm autistic

Go on vacation

Since I'm leaving on Saturday for a family vacation I will possibly just get a bunch of fast food and gas station foods. Not that should be a regular part of my diet but since I am going out of state in a few days I don't feel like going to the store for food

Go back

I went to the kentlands ward (or my old Mormon congregation). I loved it. They were so happy to have me back. They treated me like queen Jackie. I waved at everyone. I joined an instant choir thing and I was talking to everyone. Everyone at the old congregation thought my youth parish was in the former building it was in

Sushi

I'm usually addicted to sushi. While I live in the Asian life it's nice

Healing

I'm trying to heal from the craziness of life

Cute kids

I love playing with babies. I used to work with kids. I helped out a family who had a kid running around from them. My mom asked about a family about the baby. I was running around for the family and helping them. I saw pictures of the family but they are cute

Supportive

A bunch of people from the church I go to were supporting me in the race i did. I'm happy about that since I was so sick the previous year so i figured it was a good way to repay their kindness. My friends wanted to see that

Mad dash

while my friend was watching me do the 5k in September I made a mad dash for the corner. They're supportive of me

Dracula costume

I dressed up as Dracula for the trunk or treat I'd gone to. I'd worn a different dress for the temple trip but I love it when I have 2 different outfits. I actually wore a skirt and top for the outfit. People thought it was a dress. I love it since they liked seeing me

Dance party

I had a little private dance party at the trunk or treat I'd gone to. the kids from the family I love were like what is this lady doing in the heels

favorite food

on thanksgiving I'd asked what everyone's favorite food was. I'd asked this in response to wondering about the favorite food to calm someone down. Chinese food is the consensus for my family.

Boyfriend

My friend is usually joked about being my boyfriend. He's been such a great friend to me. He's helped me out and we've been having so much fun together and we're super good together. We've been trying stuff he and I like and have tried them. My mom's telling my family that he makes me so happy, which I love it and I laugh at it

The mall

So I went to the mall with my friend. He followed me into the girls store. I'd said that he could wait outside while I go into the girls store but he went with me. He helped me pick out gifts for my family which is nice. His eyes are weird in the girls store. I'm like let's go out of here and see other stuff. He's such a good man for reminding me

Dollar tree haul

I did a dollar tree haul recently. Its kinda hilarious since I got a few things that's decorations but i like things for easy stuff

Crazy stories

My aunt and my friends love my crazy stories. An example is having birthdays around holidays. Also my friends noticed that I don't get as cold as easily as others

Condiment packs

I love those things. I can get that stuff and use that kinda thing for food whenever I can. I'll get my food and then add whatever I have

Napkins

Allergies are in full swing. It drives me crazy because my allergies are kicking me in the head. I'll use napkins as my tissues

Allergies season

When I was a little kid I was thought to have a serious health issue but when I was sick in the ICU last summer I was actually put on allergy medicine and it started clearing up the mucus in my head which was found in my head. I'm severely allergic to pollen to the point of my illness a couple of years ago and now I'm on my lung health meds its like my family got me back

Meal prep

I've been meal prepping. It's hard for me since I'm not sure how to do that well but I did such a good job since I was getting better at the meal prep and budgeting

Playing with babies

I still love playing with babies. They're so cute. Also I helped a family with young kids and they are so cute. I was like come here when running around the church since the kid ran off. I was grabbing him for his dad

Smell of clean

I just cleaned up my apartment. literally there are bugs in my apartment and I was like okay just clean up the apartment and now it smells amazing

better at budgeting

I'm getting much better at budgeting. I've been getting into going only 2x a month. the last time was to walmart and it was a large one. it was under 100 dollars and lasted me 2 weeks.

adulting

I'm getting better at adulting. from getting to and from my appointments as well as going grocery shopping.

Fun

I might have a lot of stuff to do with my friends and family if i might have a party

Volunteer position

This volunteer position is eating up a lot of time on Monday. I don't mind but it's hectic

Party

I might be throwing a party after the holidays are over. My friends wanna see my new apartment. I'll have to try and clean it up as best I can before the party so I can show people around the new apartment

Hair falling out

My hair is falling out like crazy. My long hair is a good thing but it'll fall out like crazy

Headache

I get an occasional headache. Mainly for the headache from the joint pain

Allergies treatment

I did aromatherapy for my lung issues. Since i learned that I can get better

Scoliosis joint issues

My old scoliosis issues are coming back but the main reason for that is because of some weight loss issues. While I was sore and sensitive to it I'm feeling better

Allergies

Its the season of allergies. I hated that since I hate taking allergy medicine. Granted I got sick so maybe it's not that bad

Playing with babies

I have a talent for playing with little babies and toddlers. I gave a family a hand and gave them a little enthusiasm for the kid. He's a cutie pie

Hair treatment

on Monday I did a coconut oil hair treatment. I still smell it since I washed my hair today. i think my shampoo has coconut in it

New show

When I got sick last year I watched a new show and was addicted to it. I watched videos from it on repeat

Snacks

I got snacks for the week (mostly a few days) but they are nice and comfy

Glasses

I got glasses and they're amazing and I loved them. plus they look cool

Books

I've got some books to read. They're amazing and a thing to support the author

Hair coloring

I've been busy to color my hair like when I was younger. I loved it when I was younger. It was crazy silly as a kid

Fun

Last night I hung out with my brother. While I was originally was going to the temple trip with the kids from the youth parish I go to i couldn't because of a lack of a ride. it was fun

Candy

I'm eating a bunch of candy. While I shouldn't be eating a bunch of candy the way I am i love it. Plus I love sugary foods

Joint pain

I have scoliosis and sometimes I have a lot of joint pain. I'm still trying to be not cranky as I had been though that's because I had a couple of accidents on my back. Luckily I feel way better than I had been

No one would miss me

I was watching the Degrassi 2 parter "Bittersweet symphony" and I was thinking about who might miss me if I was to commit suicide or die. The character talking this person down said "his family, friends, hockey team and his crush." This person has a kid and that's why he stuck around. My aunt Jacquie thinks about people who have mental health issues since she knows a few people like that. If it was me it would be my family, friends from different parishes and my new friends

candy

I got some candy. While I've got some health issues I like them.

mental health

when people don't listen or trust me it makes me angry. With things like crying and hot chocolate, I i feel amazing.

Costume

I might be wearing my costume next Monday since I might be going out to DC with my friends

Teeth

My teeth are shaped kinda weird. I've had straight teeth but my inscisors are sharp and my 2 front teeth are "buck" (overbite) but I didn't need braces despite my need that

Budget meals

I've got quite a lot of budget meals for the next few days. I went to Walmart yesterday and i got everything for the next couple of weeks

Braces

for the longest time I've wanted braces but my teeth are never bad enough for them. yes I've got a couple of overbite teeth and some "fangs" aka sharp incisors its just cosmetic. I'm not saying braces are a medical necessity but in my case they're cosmetic issues

Flossing

on a previous blog post i mentioned that I sometimes had tooth pain. Well I floss and brush my teeth along with the mouthwash I find that my teeth are better

Pillows

I've got a lot of pillows. Once I grabbed some stuff from target last week I have a lot of pillows to decorate my apartment

Bigger hauls

I've been having a ton of grocery hauls. I'm trying to stock up on stuff for the long term as best I can. Especially candy and stuff like fish

Hot chocolate

I made a huge thing of hot chocolate since its rainy day today

Date

I am going the mall for the Christmas decorations in the Christmas season with a friend. It's awesome because Christmas is a good time. A friend likely thinks that's my boyfriend

Teddy Bear

my teddy bear is actually a panda bear. Its cute

aunt-niece

So i'm the 3rd generation aunt-niece with the name Jackie. My aunt and great aunt misspell their names which is ironic as their mom's are teachers. my mom spelled it correctly.

Mental energy vs physical energy

I've been trying to get better since I was ill last summer. While I'm physically better for the most part my mental energy is to a degree worse. I can still do stuff and get through most of my life but I'm tired mentally and I don't know why

My mom

my mom is crazy about the volunteer position I have. Also whenever I do something she likes She'll talk about it on the family zoom call

crazy dance class

last night i got taken to a crazy activity last night. While i was okay at it. While I wasn't shocked about it I'm like okay i'm new at this. I had a lot of fun. While my mom wasn't there I was suggested to bring chips and salsa. 2 of my friends from church had to dance together. While that might not sound weird they were both guys.

Ravenclaw

I love my ravenclaw stuff. I've been happy with this stuff

grocery haul

I've been getting into grocery hauls lately. They're fun. Also I'm trying to learn how to budget and getting bigger and bigger hauls are more expensive but they save me a ton of money.

Colder

I can't wait for the weather to get colder

Volunteer position

I got a volunteer position for the church i go to. Its awesome since I learned that I am a natural at learning how to help out

Walk

I went for a walk in the Montgomery village area where I live now. Its nice to see where I live. It reminds me of my childhood

Amazing

I feel amazing after the shower. I like the shower gel i use. Its so good to smell nice